Tracy & Frida, October 10, 2023
Saw Eugene Chadbourne the other evening at the Museum of Art Brut in Lausanne. Small but very appreciative full house, mostly "young people", i.e., younger than me. He sang and played a lot of nice songs. His Beefheart cover filled me with joy. I saw him once in Boston about twenty years ago, double bill with Jimmy Carl Black. I think this was better. He's the only musician besides myself I've seen play the Marauder. Alas, he's sold the parts.
The lake in the song is Lac Leman, and the bridge the good old Pont de Mont Blanc, which had a way of shaking as you walked across that now would make me think an earthquake was on the way. I forget if I actually dreamed this, or imagined it as I was walking across the bridge stoned or just made up at some point.
I dreamed as I was walking across the lake
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
The bridge beneath my feet began to shake
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
A school of flying fish rose up in synch
Like dead poets, bless the poets
Electric yellow, neon green and pink
Like dead poets, bless the poets
I recognized those fish flying overhead
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
Were the poets I read in my youth, now dead
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
The shining spirits of poets who had died
Like dead poets, bless the poets
Through neglect, disease or suicide
Like dead poets, bless the poets
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
Like dead poets, bless the poets
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
Like dead poets, bless the poets
The only beauty it seems that we revere
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
Will flash and shine, explode, then disappear
Like dead poets, bless the poets
Like Berryman and Dylan, if you please
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
Anne Sexton, Sylvia and Weldon Kees
Like dead poets, bless the poets
We all so love to dream of a special heaven
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
For rock stars who have died at 27
Like dead poets, bless the poets
And what’s illuminated in their wake?
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
Is it the blue of sky or blue of lake?
Like dead poets, bless the poets
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
Like dead poets, bless the poets
Just a dream, just a dream, just a dream
Like dead poets, bless the poets, &c.
When 10,000 starlings fly
They mur-mur-ate
Make a kaleidoscope in the sky
They mur-mur-ate
Dancing without holding hands
More precise than marching bands
Just doing what the dance demands
They murmurate! They murmurate!
Humans on earth, let’s do it too
Let's mur-mur-ate
Let’s join together like starlings do
Let's mur-mur-ate
Can’t we learn to take a page
From those starlings who engage
To make the whole sky their own stage
Let’s murmurate! Let’s murmurate!
We too can move in a big formation
Let's mur-mur-ate
Rising and falling in a great gyration
Let's mur-mur-ate
We don’t need leaders, we don’t need rules
There’s dances you can’t learn in schools
Come on all you dancing fools
Let’s murmurate! Let’s murmurate!
Let's mur-mur-ate!
I also wrote this one for him. (Ned Stone = Philip van Ouse.)
Yesterday we wept
Tomorrow we will fight
But let there be no tears,
No anger on this night
And even if tomorrow is
The day the world ends
Tonight there is still time enough
To celebrate our friends
Though I am not a believer
And barely an agnostic
I do believe in this union
Of Van Ouse & Tomasic
Tonight there is no room
For the fear we all have carried
Tonight there’s only room for joy
For our friends who’re getting married
Don’t rise up from the table
Don’t turn away the cup
Tonight all sorrow’s chased with joy
Tonight we’ll drink it up
Though I am not a believer
And barely an agnostic
I do believe in this union
Of Van Ouse & Tomasic
My friend Ned Stone's getting married next month. I wrote this song for him (by way of Elizabeth Barrett Browning and John Cage)
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the droop and breach and heft
My soap can reach, when feeling out of samples
For the ends of buttons and ideal grandmother.
I love thee to the liver of every day’s
Most quaggy niche, by soup and canine light.
I love thee frizzily, as men strip for Richard.
I love thee purple, as they turn from prairie dogs.
I love thee with the passport put to use
In my old gravy, and with my chicken’s fade-in.
I love thee with a love I seemed to loop
With my locked saints. I love thee with the bakery,
Smock, teapot, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after Delaware.